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2008.11.11 09.05
i wanna blog/ballet
but i feel soo goddamn lazy.
right now i am looking for yummy ballet tickets... i wish the sfballet didn't cost12719729172971 dollars. like what the fuck.
hmm the balcony seats are actually only 20 - 29 bucks and the pics of the stage from there look fine but i think they dont show u pics of people on stage for a reason. probably because they'll look like ants or something from there.
i could go see the san jose ballet which is much cheaper and a smaller theatre so then whatever seat you get is fine... and they DO SHOW U pics of people on stage from different sections so you can see what you are buying.
FUNNY YELP REVIEW OF SF:
"With $20 dollar nose bleed seats, I had a GREAT view of the ceiling. The incline to stage was steeper than most Heavenly ski runs. Bringing binoculars helped and I was stoked to recognize four ballerinas I knew in the performance. With a balcony view, you can see the entire depth of the stage and how graceful these young performers glide across it. The show is an amazing display of talent in dance, music and stage production. A very young child blurted out what many were thinking when he exclaimed "Woowwww" when snowflakes started falling on young Clara and the dashing Prince as they embarked on their magical journey."
iunno. any suggestions?
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2008.11.10 15.16
will blog soon trammie haha
GODDDDDDDDDDD THIS WEEKEND WAS MADNESS AND FUN BUT I HAVE TWO MIDTERMS THIS WEEK.
TONIGHT I WILL BLOG BECAUSE ITS BEEN LIKE FOREVER. linda
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2008.11.03 20.22
oct nov dec
3 weeks home again for thanksgiving weekend.
then only 1.5 weeks and home for all of winter break!
YEAYUH! mattthewwwww let's go for coffee :o) i wanna what youve been up to since vinci park. LOL
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2008.11.03 20.21
CJ7
asian fooz go watch that.
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2008.11.03 09.43
my weekend at home summarized
background: before this trip, david and i just split up 2 weeks ago and we were going through a lot of bad stuff... we were both really sad upset etc... so going home was scary and i was so nervous about seeing him.
thursday night i arrived at San Francisco airport and it was fucking cold! the bay is like freezing. and before i saw david we were on the phone and we weren't getting along at all. i was thinking mannn i just wanted it to be perfect even though we are broken up. and when i saw him it was like sooo magical. i felt such a rush of emotions it was crazy. he was like a stranger but at the same time so familiar and warm. like that home-cozy feeling you get from a comfort food or a warm pillow. so we smiled and hugged for a long time really tightly and his frown turned upside down and he smiled and said "get in the car baby it's cold" and i felt so good again. we snuggled and slept through the night. he had work early the next morning.
friday i woke up thinking YAY! i'm here and the love of my life is next to me! weeee! and he was soo late for work... all night we were talkin and cuddling so we didn't get much sleep in. he was an hour late to work -_- he drove and i was in the passenger seat to palo alto because he had work at Facebook on saturday and once he got off i drove the car back home to san jose but i took the long route through university ave to 101 because it gave me a really calm sense of belonging and cutesyness and nostalgia. i was planning to get coffee and study for a bit in hopes that david would come out and visit me but then i had a lunch date with my mom at 11 and it was almost 9 am so i just decided to go to my house because i didn't even go to my house yet. sadly david called me an hour later after i dropped him off and said "HEY WHERE ARE YOU?!! I GOT SNACKS FOR YOU" and i felt so loved and thought about and excited but then i was home already -_- so i went to eat at one of my FAVORITE places in san jose with my mom and it was so much fun catching up with her. she liked my haircut :o) and so did david btw i will post pics on myspace or facebook soon from this weekend. so after he got off i fed him a nice hearty meal and he took a nap. meanwhile, trinh vu and anne do came over and we chatted for an hour or so about stuff and played with my pets... then anne went to work, trinh went iunno? to hang out with his gf, and me and david went home to go be together. we ate dinner at my moms cuz she's such a sweet pea! we had baked fish in spring rolls HELLA BOMB. then we headed to my uncle's house for HALLOWEEN IN SANTA CRUZ! It was sooo fun and i was sooo buzzed haha. there were sooo many drag queens there! even ones on stilts! if you guys havent been to santa cruz for halloween you should check it out. there's a lot of love and the scent of fresh weed everywhere. we went home and crashed. i was sooo tired.
saturday we woke up and snacked a little :o) i love morning snacks with my babyboo. then we went to pick up my sister at girlscouts and henry and victoria me david and my sister went to applebees for her birthday lunch! we ordered SO MUCH SHIT. the 2 for 20 deal can really feed 3 people at least. ughh soo much food the portions are huge. so hung tran was working at the bar and made some drinks for me and my sister. i only gave her half cuz shes 15 i dont want her drunk! haha so i had 1.5 drinks for breakfast basically lol. then we went to go watch this weird ass chinese movie. it was dubbed and it was soo weird but cool i guess? iunno it was about a little alien dog thingy with the main guy from shaolin soccer in it. then me and david took a nap and got ready to go great america haunt. it was raining like fuck but it just added to the eerie atmosphere. damn great america really went all out. the shit was scary and fun and i really liked it! i wanna go again next year. there were five mazes and lots of workers in costumes, sound effects, tons of fog, all the rides were open, decorations galore :o) red lamps you get the picture. my fave were the shows... they had hypnotism and a magic show my ed alonzo it was sooo crazy! i sat right in the front and i saw the stage floor and there were NO TRAP doors or anything i dont know how he did that but i got to pet the cute fuzzy warm bunny he pulled out of the hat :o) we got home real late at like 1 am and slept like babies!
sunday dim sum at dynasty in valco. mmmm :o) really yummy. i started feeling the sadness that it was my last day at san jose and although i wanted to see everyone and study, i also wanted the whole day to be about me and david because it was critically important that we had alone time to really talk. it was hard the crying/yelling etc but i feel like we can truly work things out now that everything was said face to face and laid out on the table in front of us so we have something to work with and to work on. we snuggled a lot and just spent time with each other laughing and being cutesy and staying in bed all day. then we went to dinner at my moms SO YUMMY she made vietnamese stirfry crab with rice and potstickers for appetizers and green veggies with oyster sauce and homemade chocolate ice cream cake for dessert! YAY! i was hella full but it was a lot of fun. after dinner i only had 1.5 hours left before my flight and the sun started to set so david drove me up to the hill where we like to go and we just enjoyed the san jose city lights and 94.5 FM romantic music. no, there was no bumpin and grinding but a lot of kissing and smiling and just talking. i was sitting on his lap in the driver's seat. so we're not together yet but we are working on it and we are not considering ourselves single. i asked him what does he call me? and he said i still call you my girlfriend... i know he still loves me and i love him. it's quite the bittersweet scenario. i made a lot of mistakes towards david and i really hurt him. you know when you really want to fix things or try to make it up? that's how i feel right now... really dedicated for a second chance. i miss him all the time. and i am so sad that he couldn't see how much i cared.
today i am in san diego and i just took my midterm. it was fucking hard and i hope i passed.
david called me last night and he said its too hard to be in a long distance relationship because when im there im like glued to his side and we're together all the time then i jsut LEAVE and it's like a sudden withdrawal and he says it hurts a lot and i feel the same. i hate being in a long distance relationship and i wanna move home but i think i'm pretty much stuck...
i hope he visits me before thanksgiving.
well that's my sad/sappy love story of the month.
-linda
btw were u in town trammie? i saw ur pics but its like wtf you didn't call me!?
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2008.10.28 10.45
plans
TUES appointment. school. study.
WED school. study.
THURS school. office hour. pack. flight home. david.
FRI mom. anne. mom.
SAT henry. laura. gina. great american halloween quadrouple date LD BC CH VH.
SUN study. david. mom. flight back to SD.
MON 8AM microbiology midterm.
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2008.10.23 10.05
i started going to the gym
and workin on toning my body instead of the usual calorie-burning stuff. i told myself i wanna look hot by the holidays (december break) so everyone will be like WOW I WANT TO GO TO SD too haha. And plus, its a head start for the summer beach days :o)
-linda
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2008.10.22 19.21
so annoying
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you always think
Always speak
Critically
I should know
That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring
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2008.10.22 09.37
everyone please eat breakfast
because breakfast is breaking the fast of the night. haha
no forreals though, it helps you stay healthy and maintain hunger and weight and especially helps you during midterms.
go cereal :o)
love,
linda
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2008.10.21 12.20
music
When we first met
I thought you'd be everything and more
When I first left
I was sure you'd open up your door
For when i return
But then i was wrong
You're letting this burn
Yet I'm still holding on
I can't find a reason to forget
Cuz I know this love can't fade
We've been through too much to let it slip away
And I can't go on another day
Without letting you know
You don't have to go
I've been searching the world for this
How can you tell me you can't feel it in our kiss
And I can't go on in any way
Without making you see
You're the one for me
When you told me
You feel like you don't love me anymore
It really hurt me
Because I thought that I was sure
That we would last
But you've changed your tone
This whole aftermath
Leaves me feeling alone
Still I can't find a reason to forget
Cuz I know this love can't fade
We've been through too much to let it slip away
And I can't go on another day
Without letting you know
You don't have to go
I've been searching the world for this
How can you tell me you can't feel it in our kiss
And I can't go on in any way
Without making you see
You're the one for me
Time will go by, you think i'll change
But boy my love is gonna stay the same
When you move on, I'll still be here
Heart full of hope, Eyes full of tears
Don't make me regret this commitment
Together we can move forward from this
I know you can't find a reason to forget
Cuz I know this love can't fade
We've been through too much to let it slip away
And I can't go on another day
Without letting you know
You don't have to go
I've been searching the world for this
How can you tell me you can't feel it in our kiss
And I can't go on in any way
Without making you see
You're the one for me
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2008.10.21 10.42
right now
i feel that i am missing out on him
but in time i will realize that i am missing out on myself and catering to my own needs.
giving and giving and giving and then being let down is the worst feeling.
yes yes i know, this phase will fade.
i am excited for what there is to be.
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2008.10.20 10.55
hey hey hey
i've been sooo bipolar lately. the ups and downs are crazy but right now im at a high and let's hope it stays this way baby!
<3 midterm tomorrow so i gotta take care of shit unlike other irresponsible RETARDS that make DUMB IMPULSIVE decisions.
"i feel like being single" wow that's nice to hear david!
well i feel like punching you in the nuts and i decided im gonna write a letter to my future man listing my requirements. LOL
-linda
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2008.10.19 20.37
i feel
so shitty.
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2008.10.19 17.51
love songs galore
well i thought i could just get over you
but it seems its something i just can't do
from the way you would hold me
to the sweet things you told me
i just can't find a way
to let go of you....
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2008.10.18 19.17
can you help me?
i could sit here and pour out my entire heart on paper but it won't change a thing.
I miss david, you guys. I miss him so much.
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2008.10.17 00.10
every lover has felt this before
I tried and tried so hard to keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking, we're just erasing from our hearts and minds
And I know we said let go but I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over, you're really gone
It's killing me 'cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
But baby, baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep, it hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me I ain't the same no more
We still need each other when we stumble and fall
How we gon' act like what we had ain't nothin' at all now?
(i know you're feelin the last line trammie)
love can be a hot mess.
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2008.10.16 14.29
happy five months
and im so sorry that ive fallen
help me up lets keep on runnin
don't let me fall out of love
running, running, as fast as we can
do you think we'll make it?
we're running, keep holdin my hand
so we don't get separated
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2008.10.13 19.45
my boyfriend
[19:27] i m sos osh y: im a polish sausage.
[19:28] i m sos osh y: 
[19:28] david ngo: ooooo
[19:29] david ngo: lemme bite u
[19:29] i m sos osh y: no please
[19:29] i m sos osh y: please!
[19:29] i m sos osh y: i need to be with my soda
[19:29] david ngo: ok ok
[19:29] david ngo: a little bite will suffice
[19:31] i m sos osh y: NO
[19:31] i m sos osh y: please!
[19:31] i m sos osh y: i need the whole thing
[19:31] i m sos osh y: nothing exposed
[19:31] i m sos osh y: the bun won't fit me snugly
[19:31] i m sos osh y: and i will be cold
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2008.10.13 17.40
THIS WEEK'S PLANS
Mon
Tues
Wed
Thurs
Fri
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Sun
Mon
Tues
Wed
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LOL gotta bounce now... will repost.
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2008.10.13 17.18
i have to study for hella days.
since i just woke up from my nap ima study till 12AM tonight :o) i might check out the book and bring it home cuz then I can check it out at 9pm. The shitty part is that I'll have to get it back by 10AM tomorrow but that gives me an incentive to wake up. iunno we'll see :D
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2008.10.11 22.27
LEGALIZE MARIJUANA
Why would you want to ban marijuana? In the words of Kat Williams "It's just a plant, it just grows like that, but if you so happen to set it on fire there are some effects."
Drugs should be classified as chemicals. Marijuana is all natural; its a gift from Mother Earth.
First off, America is full of bullshit and hypocrites! We can sit here and fucking grow a ton of tobacco and continue FEEDING it to (they say ADULTS but we all know its all for the youth). Now this shit, cigarettes, KILLS hella people every year and bitches get so fucking addicted they smoke like a pack a day.
Marijuana isn't even proven to be addictive. It's a psychological thang- you either want or you don't. I've been smoking for about 4 years now and fuck I never NEED IT. I can go for months without it. It's a social thing. It relaxes you.
People's lives get ruined from getting pulled over with some weed in their cars and they can't even get a job or get into medical school. Why is it that people who go to universities are claimed to be SMART, how can premeds and doctors continue charring their lungs with stupid Marlboro's?
WHAT THE FUCK!?! Doesn't anybody want to start a movement. I feel that the government has brainwashed our parents into thinkin its such a BAD THING but I aint fooled!
feed the need for weed
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2008.10.11 01.19
boohoo
i was drunk as fuck and started crying because of you.
-linda
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